The Trouble with Trust ....

The trouble with trust... is that it can be broken. Within the blink of an eye-word or actions can destroy a friendship, a relationship... or more.

This lifestyle ... demands that secrecy and privacy and TRUST are mandatory.

Which is why when someone you trust in the lifestyle - betrays you ... talks about you behind your back - or shares priveledged information -it is devastating.

I have been through a lot in the last few years. Hell, I have been through alot in the last few weeks. My privacy is very important to me. Trust is HUGE to me. If someone betrays that trust, it is damaging to me. Especially someone that I consider a close friend.

Or when they out private information about you to a group of people ... It is freaking devastating.

I contacted Mistress Karen to share my feelings on this , especially since the person is in the scene.

Basically this is how I am feeling...
Betrayed... hurt...

::sighs::

I am certain that... I will eventually heal over this ... but it doesn't make it any less painful today.